Bekob

Kitchens, baths, furniture, and the yard.

Confession

Decor

Read the sequence from the top before cutting, painting, or moving pieces.

Do you guys ever feel stress?

I am sure I am the only one in this little world that does. ha. That thought is a little self absorbed I am sure.

Well, this is a rather frustrating thing for me to admit, let me explain. I got my degree in interior design. I am on a modest-cost, to be clear a TIGHT modest-cost. I have never actually purchased new furniture (okay 4- $20.00 dining chairs and an faux leather ottoman $90.00, both for cost during my internship)

So, I look at all these solid design blogs, and then look at my completely unfinished house and feel overwhelmed. There is no way I can buy a new couch, side chair, solid fabric, a million other things… yet.

But besides that, even if I can squeeze 50.00 out of my grocery modest-cost to spend on home stuff, I am just swimming with options, that I have no option where to start.  

I have never had a single go-to thing my whole life(obviously besides my husband and daughter… i am talking things). I have a list of go-to movies, foods and things to do. When it comes to design I would feel as comfortable in a contemporary feeling home as a clean direct country home. I guess you could say my taste is eclectic, but I desire some sort of linking element. I have always tried to do this with color… But I just don’t want to be confined in my color palette. I NEED color. There is no color what. so. ever. in Texas during winter.

But I want my house to look, well, solid… without spending a dollar. 

I am not afraid to work, in fact I love to work on my house, there is hardly anything else as self affirming to me as a good long day of housework. Weird I know. I just feel such a sense of accomplishment… and it is not usually because my house is clean at the end of a project day, quite the opposite is true usually, rather, that accomplishment is from now having a dimmer switch, a new pair of drapes, and the books are organized by author, finally. Ah… love.

But, now that I have Etta, I haven’t had a block of two hours to myself for 6 months. So, my thoughts go from one place to another. Last night I was laying awake until 3:00 in the morning praying to fall asleep only to have to jot down another option that just struck me onto the already full piece of 8.5 x 11 paper. 

Do you guys feel this way?

Am I a complete nutter? 

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